CHENTA: Saye? Jeles? Ape plak?
SAYANG: Cakap btol - btol... jangan tipu - tipu...
CHENTA: Mane ade jeles... (sengih) sikit arr... (giggle) banyak sebenarnye (ketawa kuat - kuat) HAHAHA... :P
Monday, May 10, 2010
November 8 - Jeles
CHENTA: Saye? Jeles? Ape plak?
SAYANG: Cakap btol - btol... jangan tipu - tipu...
CHENTA: Mane ade jeles... (sengih) sikit arr... (giggle) banyak sebenarnye (ketawa kuat - kuat) HAHAHA... :P
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Desire
People always say that desire kills. Yes, They don't say it directly to your face, but they go around the bushes - not two, three or even four, maybe five of six sets of them. "have you thought about that deep enough?" one might say. Hey, we are human. We have desire. Not many has the will power to stop them and even fewer has the tendency to walk in front of a shop without peeping into the display and admire Louis Vuitton new handbag or DKNY trendy outfit. Some will stand there for ages and admire the beauty of the displayed material and some will even go into the shop, try it on, took photo from the camera and walk off without buying it - soon enough we see this dazzling lady with a DKNY new skirt and tops and look all glamorous in her facebook account.
Well, desire lures you in various form, shape and size. Some might be money-resistant well others might be hunk-attraction. Some might be jerk-proof and some might be bitch-tolerant. Some might sleep on the left side of the bed, others might like to sleep with both eyes open. If people say that beauty is subjective, the same goes to desire. A person's wants is never exact to what his friends might want. Harry wants a beemer and told his friends that is the best vehicle of its standard. Marv, however, thinks quietly that the best vehicle of its standard is Alphard. Different people have different desire. We classify them as we pleased. Those who are material-desired type of people we call them materialists. Those who have the desire to have less furniture in their homes we call them minimalists. Those who have the tendency to fall in love with older guys, we call them cocksucker/gold-digger. And, please don't deny that its not true.
We stereotype. We stereotype other people's desires and take a look at it as if it is a form of disease. Aren't we free to feel what we are feeling without people labeling our actions? I may sound immature but think about it this way, why do we have to stop doing the things we desire to do only to find rejections from all corner of our life? Yes, they care. But doing something without passion that is robotic. Pretending that you are better in control of your desire,while you know you can't, that is plastic.
You are free to choose what you want to do with your life. Be true to yourself or, you can play along to fit the social blind fold just to be a part from their presence. You decide.
Love,
Martha Moore.
Well, desire lures you in various form, shape and size. Some might be money-resistant well others might be hunk-attraction. Some might be jerk-proof and some might be bitch-tolerant. Some might sleep on the left side of the bed, others might like to sleep with both eyes open. If people say that beauty is subjective, the same goes to desire. A person's wants is never exact to what his friends might want. Harry wants a beemer and told his friends that is the best vehicle of its standard. Marv, however, thinks quietly that the best vehicle of its standard is Alphard. Different people have different desire. We classify them as we pleased. Those who are material-desired type of people we call them materialists. Those who have the desire to have less furniture in their homes we call them minimalists. Those who have the tendency to fall in love with older guys, we call them cocksucker/gold-digger. And, please don't deny that its not true.
We stereotype. We stereotype other people's desires and take a look at it as if it is a form of disease. Aren't we free to feel what we are feeling without people labeling our actions? I may sound immature but think about it this way, why do we have to stop doing the things we desire to do only to find rejections from all corner of our life? Yes, they care. But doing something without passion that is robotic. Pretending that you are better in control of your desire,while you know you can't, that is plastic.
You are free to choose what you want to do with your life. Be true to yourself or, you can play along to fit the social blind fold just to be a part from their presence. You decide.
Love,
Martha Moore.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Family Dinner
Its an understatement to tell you that the "family" meant in the title is father, mother, brothers sister-in-law and cousins kind of dinner. Let me explain myself. There were 14 people all together for our dinner tonight. It was so much fun - the dinner bit I mean. The preparation was rather hectic. Not for me, but for my cousin, Harry.
10.15 am: Accompanied my mom to see the doctor. It turns out that she had an allergy in her right, bottom eyelid.
11.10 am: Reached bank and discuss about the status of our house.
12.00 pm: Went dinner shopping. We bought chicken drumsticks, cabbage, carrots, bread crumb and other stuff too.
12.55 pm: Rushed to pick my sister-in-law. She took half day off.
1.25 pm: Reached home. Zzzzz
2.30 pm: Woke up and played PS2 - Spartan: Total Warrior. That game rocks!!
4.20 pm: Went to the mechanic and had the radio and cd player replaced.
5.00 pm: Drove to my brother's office to pick him up.
5.10 pm: Stuck in traffic. Had my own concert to the radio. had fun!
6.00 pm: Reached my brother's office and drove back.
6.50 pm: Reached home. Had some problems with the alarm system.
7.00 pm: Helped my cousin to prepare the coleslaw with Tyrel.
8.30 pm: Went out to get some frozen fries with Tyrel! Had chicken salami and cheese taco. That's delicious! Thanx bud!
9.00 pm: Took my bath and got ready for dinner. Watched Alex covering the chicken with flour, egg yolk and bread crumbs.
10.30 pm: Had dinner. We had a lot of fun talking and laughing! Really appreciate it.
Thanx everyone especially Harry for the amazing Chicken Chop! Tyrel - thanx for the coleslaw with home made mayonnaise and Taco! Alex - Thank you for the amazing hands you have with the chicken. And everyone else who had made my evening fantastic! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
Love,
Martha Moore.
10.15 am: Accompanied my mom to see the doctor. It turns out that she had an allergy in her right, bottom eyelid.
11.10 am: Reached bank and discuss about the status of our house.
12.00 pm: Went dinner shopping. We bought chicken drumsticks, cabbage, carrots, bread crumb and other stuff too.
12.55 pm: Rushed to pick my sister-in-law. She took half day off.
1.25 pm: Reached home. Zzzzz
2.30 pm: Woke up and played PS2 - Spartan: Total Warrior. That game rocks!!
4.20 pm: Went to the mechanic and had the radio and cd player replaced.
5.00 pm: Drove to my brother's office to pick him up.
5.10 pm: Stuck in traffic. Had my own concert to the radio. had fun!
6.00 pm: Reached my brother's office and drove back.
6.50 pm: Reached home. Had some problems with the alarm system.
7.00 pm: Helped my cousin to prepare the coleslaw with Tyrel.
8.30 pm: Went out to get some frozen fries with Tyrel! Had chicken salami and cheese taco. That's delicious! Thanx bud!
9.00 pm: Took my bath and got ready for dinner. Watched Alex covering the chicken with flour, egg yolk and bread crumbs.
10.30 pm: Had dinner. We had a lot of fun talking and laughing! Really appreciate it.
Thanx everyone especially Harry for the amazing Chicken Chop! Tyrel - thanx for the coleslaw with home made mayonnaise and Taco! Alex - Thank you for the amazing hands you have with the chicken. And everyone else who had made my evening fantastic! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
Love,
Martha Moore.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Deeper
Well, lets just say that she migrates. Away from her family, existing friends just so that she can fulfill her dreams. I wonder sometimes the things that goes through her head is really incredibly random. She can think about a lot of things in a moment - but as expected, she tends to forget a lot of details too. She loves the life of a mediocre - it makes her feel blessed to live everyday with something to do. Of course she enjoys marking up ambitious position ahead of her but sometimes she feels that its not going to be as what she intends them to be. A minor disruption, okay, underrated, a major disruption with never ending promises of things to come and things to happen but she keeps on staying the way she is as long as her patience limits her to do that.
Come to think of it. She is one person that I might never be able to predict. It changes - the mood, even worse than the tidal wave. Sometimes I can't bear the way she sees things which is sometimes too liberal and in another occasion just too analytical. She belongs to herself. She sees thing as she wants it and most of the times she makes it happen - and she knows, if she puts her mind, body and soul into something, she might as well confirm that it is going to become a reality.
Yerp, she runs sometimes. Running away from the reality she is in. She hates it. She hates it tremendously when it comes to that, but she has too. Its not that she has got no place to run to, but its more of the lonesome that she feels that makes her isolates her own self. No one to be blame but hers alone. There are times when she feels that she wants to display her feelings. The kind of organizations putting on buntings everywhere to attract customers. Yes, that's the correct phrase to sum it up. She embraces her feelings and how she feels it wholeheartedly - because she believes that life is too short and all experience must be taken into consideration so that you wont miss any of it and regret it when you are looking at your past life. Okay, fair enough, she is a bit, how do I put this - eccentric in so many ways, but she hides it well under the facade of a great happy-go-lucky person.
Love,
Jeremy Swan.
Footnote: She would set a great quantifier for her kind that shares the same traits as hers and of course, that itself explains the curiosity of her contained life.
Come to think of it. She is one person that I might never be able to predict. It changes - the mood, even worse than the tidal wave. Sometimes I can't bear the way she sees things which is sometimes too liberal and in another occasion just too analytical. She belongs to herself. She sees thing as she wants it and most of the times she makes it happen - and she knows, if she puts her mind, body and soul into something, she might as well confirm that it is going to become a reality.
Yerp, she runs sometimes. Running away from the reality she is in. She hates it. She hates it tremendously when it comes to that, but she has too. Its not that she has got no place to run to, but its more of the lonesome that she feels that makes her isolates her own self. No one to be blame but hers alone. There are times when she feels that she wants to display her feelings. The kind of organizations putting on buntings everywhere to attract customers. Yes, that's the correct phrase to sum it up. She embraces her feelings and how she feels it wholeheartedly - because she believes that life is too short and all experience must be taken into consideration so that you wont miss any of it and regret it when you are looking at your past life. Okay, fair enough, she is a bit, how do I put this - eccentric in so many ways, but she hides it well under the facade of a great happy-go-lucky person.
Love,
Jeremy Swan.
Footnote: She would set a great quantifier for her kind that shares the same traits as hers and of course, that itself explains the curiosity of her contained life.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Hot
Martha: I like that guy, he seems clean.
Jeremy: which one?
Martha: The one with the blond hair...
Jeremy: Gross!!
Martha: He's so HOT.
Jeremy: Well, in my list, he is so not...
Martha: Your LIST????
Jeremy lowered his head to where the glass of cool Latte was and started slurping.
Jeremy: which one?
Martha: The one with the blond hair...
Jeremy: Gross!!
Martha: He's so HOT.
Jeremy: Well, in my list, he is so not...
Martha: Your LIST????
Jeremy lowered his head to where the glass of cool Latte was and started slurping.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Jeremy Swan
Less that I know, that Jeremy, could be one of the most important part of my life. It revolves around him. When it comes to that, no other people could knock some senses into my head. Yes, it is the way it is that keeps the sanity to achieve what ever I needs in life. Almost there, he is the voice in my head that keeps pushing me to the limits like a nagging mother or a nagging girlfriend or even a nagging neighbour. And he, is the reason why I kept on going the path I less likely to walk but walking it with the confidence of some other being.
Jeremy, a tall young guy by appearance, with great mesmerizing effect on certain people on certain cycle of the moon. When it is about waxing time, he charms people effortlessly. He is that flamboyant guy one would double take on the street. He seems perfect - but the fact that, he is without weight, he is just an appearance as a facade of the true colour of the beholder. He is considered cute, attitude and physical wise and more than that people tend to say that he has such a heart that makes people feel warm and loved and cared for.
Never in my life would I considered this thin guy would make such an impact towards my life and soon enough, I realized, that he did, does and will always do. That for sure is something I would never deny my whole life through.
Love,
Martha Moore
Jeremy, a tall young guy by appearance, with great mesmerizing effect on certain people on certain cycle of the moon. When it is about waxing time, he charms people effortlessly. He is that flamboyant guy one would double take on the street. He seems perfect - but the fact that, he is without weight, he is just an appearance as a facade of the true colour of the beholder. He is considered cute, attitude and physical wise and more than that people tend to say that he has such a heart that makes people feel warm and loved and cared for.
Never in my life would I considered this thin guy would make such an impact towards my life and soon enough, I realized, that he did, does and will always do. That for sure is something I would never deny my whole life through.
Love,
Martha Moore
Friday, April 23, 2010
Martha By Jeremy Swan
She hallucinates. Believe me you, she hallucinates well. The way she sees things around her is sometimes so out of line. When I say its out of the line, or lines for that matter, its bizarre to an extend where a small meeting group can actually turn out to be a full force battalion in a battle field. Yes, she always feel smaller than the rest of the troops in the battlefield but than again, she's there for a purpose.
When it comes to Martha Moore, the most important part in her life is non other than sex. With that in mind, Vagina is her greatest possession she has ever born with to a world of escapism where she can be at peace and no symbolism needed. You read that right. Her life is full of symbolism. She tends to search for symbolism in her everyday life. The tree, the air, everything around her is trying to portray something towards the drama in her life. Of course, being delusive and pretty much connected to the symbolism, there's cost at stakes. Yes, plural of stake.
She thinks that she sacrifices a lot and sometimes she feels that those sacrifices are not countable by judgment or how it is perceived by other people around her - sad, morbid and detestably. So, she tries to find balance in her own world to substantiates what she is lacking of by the emphasizing the drama itself. It feels good to feed her ego, she feels the attention by others and keep it there as long as it is relevant to her life. It occurs to her by getting the attention, she would be more than happy to share it with the world. And when it comes to that, there are no boundaries set to limits her attention to people around her.
She is like a snake herself. Slimy and sometimes scary. She likes it that way. People think she's like that but then again, she is just not. Its a facade to hide her real emotions, troubles and thoughts.
Before long, she was interrupted and realized that this ain't battle field and the best part, she was with this 5 amazing women who is trying hard to buck her up from slacking all the time - and she knows that they love her, they love her and try to teach her something that there is something more in life rather than what she thinks or imagines in the real world. She can say for sure now, she is back to the battle field full force with a Kongsberg Gruppen rifle with lots and lots of bullet trying hard to buck up in the battlefield. She IS the delegation of hope, not to many seemingly but to her own self.
Love,
Jeremy Swan.
When it comes to Martha Moore, the most important part in her life is non other than sex. With that in mind, Vagina is her greatest possession she has ever born with to a world of escapism where she can be at peace and no symbolism needed. You read that right. Her life is full of symbolism. She tends to search for symbolism in her everyday life. The tree, the air, everything around her is trying to portray something towards the drama in her life. Of course, being delusive and pretty much connected to the symbolism, there's cost at stakes. Yes, plural of stake.
She thinks that she sacrifices a lot and sometimes she feels that those sacrifices are not countable by judgment or how it is perceived by other people around her - sad, morbid and detestably. So, she tries to find balance in her own world to substantiates what she is lacking of by the emphasizing the drama itself. It feels good to feed her ego, she feels the attention by others and keep it there as long as it is relevant to her life. It occurs to her by getting the attention, she would be more than happy to share it with the world. And when it comes to that, there are no boundaries set to limits her attention to people around her.
She is like a snake herself. Slimy and sometimes scary. She likes it that way. People think she's like that but then again, she is just not. Its a facade to hide her real emotions, troubles and thoughts.
Before long, she was interrupted and realized that this ain't battle field and the best part, she was with this 5 amazing women who is trying hard to buck her up from slacking all the time - and she knows that they love her, they love her and try to teach her something that there is something more in life rather than what she thinks or imagines in the real world. She can say for sure now, she is back to the battle field full force with a Kongsberg Gruppen rifle with lots and lots of bullet trying hard to buck up in the battlefield. She IS the delegation of hope, not to many seemingly but to her own self.
Love,
Jeremy Swan.
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