Deeper

Well, lets just say that she migrates. Away from her family, existing friends just so that she can fulfill her dreams. I wonder sometimes the things that goes through her head is really incredibly random. She can think about a lot of things in a moment - but as expected, she tends to forget a lot of details too. She loves the life of a mediocre - it makes her feel blessed to live everyday with something to do. Of course she enjoys marking up ambitious position ahead of her but sometimes she feels that its not going to be as what she intends them to be. A minor disruption, okay, underrated, a major disruption with never ending promises of things to come and things to happen but she keeps on staying the way she is as long as her patience limits her to do that.

Come to think of it. She is one person that I might never be able to predict. It changes - the mood, even worse than the tidal wave. Sometimes I can't bear the way she sees things which is sometimes too liberal and in another occasion just too analytical. She belongs to herself. She sees thing as she wants it and most of the times she makes it happen - and she knows, if she puts her mind, body and soul into something, she might as well confirm that it is going to become a reality.

Yerp, she runs sometimes. Running away from the reality she is in. She hates it. She hates it tremendously when it comes to that, but she has too. Its not that she has got no place to run to, but its more of the lonesome that she feels that makes her isolates her own self. No one to be blame but hers alone. There are times when she feels that she wants to display her feelings. The kind of organizations putting on buntings everywhere to attract customers. Yes, that's the correct phrase to sum it up. She embraces her feelings and how she feels it wholeheartedly - because she believes that life is too short and all experience must be taken into consideration so that you wont miss any of it and regret it when you are looking at your past life. Okay, fair enough, she is a bit, how do I put this - eccentric in so many ways, but she hides it well under the facade of a great happy-go-lucky person.

Love,
Jeremy Swan.

Footnote: She would set a great quantifier for her kind that shares the same traits as hers and of course, that itself explains the curiosity of her contained life.